The End

 

the story of penniebadbadgurlz is ended,
she wont be here anymore
stop blogging
end of the story..

not fine at all

I have been neglecting my blog for quite awhile, I really busy and emo nowadays.. Why?! Lots of reason.. I don’t know what should I do.. NO!! It should be I don’t know what I can do. Disappointed on something, something that I though it will be mine forever. Although it still belongs to me but I don’t know how long it can last. I’m not as strong as what u think.. Yea, I’m not strong at all.. I need someone to protect me..

I suppose to study now for tmr exam!! But I’m here doing nth~ can I have a break?? I guess NO!! I don’t care!! I wan to REST!! ARGH

I suppose to be happy now, coz I scored 70+ for my exam even I dint study for it. But I cant, my smile juz last for few seconds. Can I go to a place that very far from where I am now??, I asked myself. I wish to, but I cant. I cant I cant I cant!! I cant do this and that!! I wanna stop myself from being EMO!! It’s not the way I am, but why am I so emo now?! I know the answer, but I cant solve it by myself..

i have lots of question!! can u answer me?!

I know that I damn FAIL!!

just a short post..

the two dogs that waiting for me to come home everyday
i love you, doggie.
i smile =)
when i saw u waiting for me to come home and shaking your tail

pictures that i took today,
finally i smile.. but it last for few seconds only..
just few seconds, my mood drop to the hell again..

medicine?? to increase the immune system??
doest it work?? i got no idea ==”
to prevent from getting H1N1?!
agrh!! i hope i get H1N1!!
at least i can rest for few days….

my ACCA student card from UK
satisfied with my student card
the only thing is.. my face chubby =/

okay, next>>>
my classmate who using iphone teach me a new thing today!!
she told me that iphone can take screenshot!!
i was like OHH?! really?!
aha!! juz press the middle and the lock button at the same time
and here is the screen shot!!

my wallpaper
 

chocolate!! from who??
my pretty lecturer~!
she juz came back from HK
and this is our souvenirs

The Movie..

went for a movie with my friends ytd
G.I.Joe!! it’s awesome!!
really really nice!!
dont miss it

 
lazy to blog somemore ==”
that’s all for this post~~
ciaoz…

i’m stress and i need a break

there’s lots of exam, once a couple weeks
and i going to have exam for 3 papers on this coming thursday & friday
i’m TOO STRESS!!
trying hard to make myself feel better
but it’s impossible
i cant!! really CANT!
i miss my highshool life..
it’s really easy tot get A’s
i miss my old friends
i miss my classmates
i miss the time we use to be together always
but he is so far away right now, very far away..
i do miss him a lot!!
i feel very sad that he leave me and go aus
i regret that i answer yes, when he asked m3 should he go aus or not
when i was in aus, he told me that he go aus coz of me
i feel even BAD!! why must i yes?!
i will be cold to him sometimes
it’s because i feel REALLY BAD!!
why must i let him go?! WHY!!
but the time wont go backward
i couldn't change it anymore
i don’t wan it to be like this!!
but i really sad and angry at myself

i’m quite emo nowadays
thanks for all the friends that comfort m3 and listen to my story
i do appreciate it
but still none of them can take over his place
ARGH!!
stop complaining!! *i’m telling myself*

this is how my table looks like when i was studying

 

after dinner, i decide to rest for a lil while
sat on the sofa & watch tv
just nice!! today the last episode of the drama~!
The Seventh day (最美丽的第七天)
i watched this drama 2yrs ago if i not mistaken
it’s so touching..
i reminds me the 2 weeks i spend in aus
i do love the australia lifestyle a lot
it’s so relaxing
everyone juz do things slowly
have their own sweet time

after all, i find out that wad i wan is juz a simple life
i hope that i can graduate as soon as possible
i want to LEAVE this CITY!!
i want to go japan for a short period
not the city, but village =)
i want to stay in a quiet place and relax for a little while
do things slowly~~
release all my stress!!
and i’ll be back when i rdy to come back to this busy life

anyway, what i got to do now is study
study hard!!
are you going to support m3??

here is the pic of the drama and the place i wanna go to =)

 




    








    

 

if you ask me again,
i’ll beg u not to go..
but time wont go backwards..
i can’t do anything..
nothing~

new photo =)

i’m kinda busy nowadays~~
study study study!!
exam exam exam!!
SHOP TILL DROP!!
gosh~
i seriously need sometime to sleep~~
i sleep for only 5hrs a day T.T
i wan SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!

anyway, the main reason that i’m here is to post up my new photo =)
nth much!! LOL

when i was on the way to The Curve =)

 

exam on friday!!
study HARD!!
wish m3 luck =D

10July2008 went pyramid for lunch

went zanmai for lunch again =D
with kelly and su-woei~!
the funny thing is….
i went zanmai always, but i dint blog abt zanmai before!!
LOL
and today!! i decide to blog abt it =D

my fav sushi =D
Ebiden Ebiko Maki!!
must try!!
yummy ^^

and follow by
Chicken Katsu Ramen!!
love it ^^
i love chinken katsudon as well~!
but the portion is too big for m3
usually i order Ramen ^^

and here is another delicious  sushi ^^

su-woei and pennie is here =D

so blur HAHA

oops~! dint take any pic with kelly~!
coz she was inside the toilet =X
next time then ^^
we got TIME~~~~ =D

after lunch, we walk around =)
since i wanna buy highlighter, we went popular~!
owh gosh!! i juz cant stop myself from buying stationary!!
i bought more then RM200 of stationary on this mth!! OMG!!
terrible?! yes, i know!!

the BILLS!! ARGH!!

the highlighters that i bought today =D

last thing!!! the STREAMYX not connected for 5days!!!!
I CAN ONLINE!! argh!!
the technician came to my hse for 3times!! 
BUT STILL they cant fix the problem =o=

 

i miss you, and i know that you miss m3 too ^^

6July2009 1st day of class

yay!! sunway!! i’m back~!
after all,  i come back to sunway again~ LoL
my class start at 8am everyday~!
not bad~!
at least i wont face any parking problem!!!
sunway student will know how bad is the parking problem
there’s too many cars but no parking~
since my class at 8am
so there will be no problem for m3 XD

there’s a korean and 2 chinese in my class!!
wow~! that’s cool~! rite?!
the korean gurl is in my gang =)
1 indian, 3malays, 1 korean and m3!! chinese =D
therefore, we can only speak eng!! HAHA

havent take any photo with them~!
but photo with su-woei and kelly HAHA

they was studying @ the foyer!!
*clap clap*
it’s becoz they going to have exam tmr!! LOL
good luck dear =)
su-woei~! we love to gossip together =D
kelly~! love to act EMO when she taking pic LOL
it’s her style =D
cool!!!! but actually she is very noisy!!
just like ME!! XD

owh~! i’m so stress T.T
juz start class and 3rd week is exam!! 
OWH MY GOD!!!!
who can save m3?!

4July2009 SMK SAS Carnival

since i got nth to do on sat, i went carnival with yvonne at the morning =)
after we parking, we saw an accident!!
owh gosh~!
it was terrible!!
how can in be so serious?!
it happen in housing area~!
a Proton Satria bang a Honda City  O.O
both front mirror were crack
i juz realize that satria is so SOLID @.@
proton~~~~~

okay~ forget abt the accident part~~
let’s talk abt the Carnival =D
yvonne’s bf was selling Ice Kacang LOL
saw lots of church friends~!
why?! coz my church is near to SAS =D
less then 5min walk~!

guess what?!?!
i wont a Ferrero Rocher by playing darts!! XD
how lucky am i?!
everyone was like WOWWW~~~~~  O.O
i dont really like choc =X
HAHA
but i LOVE ICE CREAM!!! XD
  

owh god!! it was so hot!!
luckily i was wearing cap!! muahahaahaha
much more better =)
it’s time to show some photo ^^

since we got nth to do over there, we decide to ciaoz~~
when we was walking towards entrance
i saw a guy who wearing black jacket from far~
i was telling yvonne
“omg!! is this guy trying to act cool or something wrong with him!? it’s so damn HOT!!! and he is wearing JACKET!!!!”
and then, the guy look at m3
i was like O.O
how come this guy look so familiar?!
OMG!!! he is GAB!!
gosh!!! wrong ppl =X
sorry!! >.<

after that, i went MCD for lunch with yvonne, yvonne’s sis and weiyang =)

2July2009 Orientation

finally~! i’m back to sunway =D
i miss my friends so much!!
my close friend in AUSMAT!!
su-woei, kelly & amy!!
too bad~~~
amy in MMU now ==”
she said her mum force her to go MMU @ melaka
coz she did very bad for her ausmat
we MISS her T.T

we went pyramid =D
had our lunch @ zanmai~
aww!! our favourite XD

bought a 4-inch heels =D
it’s white in colour ^^
love it~! 
i will be ard 180cm after i wear this heels =X
luckily my laogong is 190cm+++ XD

 

i miss you T.T
3 more months to go~~~